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February 12th, 2004
05:05 am - Blah
It's one of those nights of still up at 5am and soon the sun will rise and then any hope I had of getting sleep will disappear with the night. Blah...this is past the hr of the crazies and just into the sad hr. Tends to lead one to pondering about your life and why you did what you did which in the end doens't relaly matter, just matters about why you are doing what you are doing. I am there now....
One of the biggest conflicts of my life is to stay with my girl. the nice disclaimer is that yes, I do love her but she wants more of me than I really feel like giving out right about now. She basically wants all of me and is willing and already has given me all of her which is nice but I really don't think I can make a trade like that...
Sometimes I really just want to get out of all this, go somewhere exciting, college is just the same day in day out, the only differences are when I'm too drunk to really know where I am so guess qualifies as exciting yet always passes as alcohol does..
This journal is the place of my rantings/more depressed insightfulness, an attempt to be honest with myself and get it out to something besides just myself.
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03:15 am - Hell yea for beer bottle!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/wink.gif) silly
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03:06 am
Ugh...have just been so busy lately, I have just felt like I am trying to keep up with everything and just hating that feeling of things just falling between the cracks. Also am feeling very out of touch with my friends recently, like have been in a better mood since my sickness departed so been generally more social around campus but yeah, makes me feel like i'm losing my older friends. I just wish the day was longer and we didn't have to sleep or eat...I spend so much time on both it's sad..
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January 27th, 2004
09:29 am - Maybe it's a sign...
...that I didn't fail my atheism class..cause yeah, I think I'm gonna, don't think the teach got my paper and yes, am so lazy and not caring...bad bad...
I'm an Atheist!
Which Enemy of the Christian Church Are You?
Take More of Robert & Tim's Quizzes
Watch Robert & Tim's Cartoons
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